` emo des.

its impossible for us to be frens anymore.

we "lost contact" for a year.
we are not messaging like we used to everyday.
in e past, i had some problems, i din kwn u would msg me & says "are u ok?"
its really diff nw, i wished u would msg me, but u din.
everytime when someone mention ur name.
i would really really keep quiet.

i still keep ur mail.
hope i really deleted away. soon.
i still keep ur stuffs,
hope i really returned all to you, & still rmb me.
i really hope u will.

recently the thing dissapoints me; my bday.
u forgets my bday. msg me 8 days later after my bday.
yahs. i cant blame ya. maybe you're on holiday.
thats wad i told myself.

i cried. a few times.
i should'nt be so silly. but its still hurts.
so much.


ah...... but thats e past.
really hope u're doing fine. & i've put all of it to my past.
you jus don ever appeared to my life again.
i wont want to. its too much.
never again.
but i wish u never belong to anyone exp for me.

*emo* post.
first time of my life & LAST too..